Perfect

Holier than thou, you blissful cunt
Preaching your perfect life, pretending to be above
Just wanted a bucket of my load, all over the place, inside your decaying remains
Run coward, run to your throne
Where nothing happens, where your bliss takes you above

Rot away, run from yourselves...

And you dare to say that you are the one full of hate
that still have eternities to forgive
Filling your mouth with hardships and hate
You are the best of us, there's no match for you out there

And you dare to say that I will like your new self
that things are going to be different, again
ignoring my will and imposing yours, again
What's wrong with you? just go away

And you, who dared to question my loyalty, again
Claiming to be above everyone, that you are holier than us, pretend
It's easy to judge from  above, hate
Run you coward, full happiness is just a myth, away

And you, the redemptor wanting to save
full of wisdom and advise, full mouth of shit
my life is bliss and happiness around
Oh wait, I forgot, if it's to hard I'd prefer to run out

Stupid compassion, feeling the need to help
Ignoring own issues just to go and claim to be of help
rancid pretentions, I'm sorry for your loss, I'll help you with anything I can
Void words and sentences, you only care for your own selves

Rot, go away
Your false pretentions are false and plain
Feeling better by pretending being your better self?
Take your false claims, you selfish bitch, burn in hell

So full of yourself, ego, hate
everything is about you, the world revolving around your shit
leaving and changing surroundings won't mean a thing
you are still with you, you can run away from your hate

I am the worst of all of us, I'm the one who failed
I let all of you inside, I shared my life, again
revealing my own truth, showing my real self
The changes must be made now, revolution, shell, myself

intermedio

El desasosiego me invade
miles de ideas cruzando el eterno vacío de una mente en conflicto
una mente perturbada
una mente acongojada
una mente desconsolada y decepcionada
apasionada y ultrajada

un instante que se alarga sin cesar
un momento que se extiende sin final
exasperación, irá, incapaz de estar fuera de mi y siendo completamente yo
el peso de una cáscara que contiene y reprime, de un mundo que oprime y exige que reveles

Quiero ser eterno, anhelo ser un solo momento
una vida de llanto, una eternidad de lamento
disfrutar cada eterno instante, cada breve momento
¿por qué sigues  dedicando tu vida a ese insulso esperpento (momento) ?

Termina el exaltamiento, se acerca su final
adios negro café, espero no verte mas

Fading

A dark night, an eternal slumber
The stillness of life, the absence of meaning
Just one thing is enough to drive away all meaning
Many things are required to keep this heart beating

Cash, jewels, cars, accounts, clothes, properties
We are full of stuff trying to mold love,
Happiness, life, feelings
Surrounded by empty stuff, wishing to find meaning

Why do I feel so lonely?
Why do I search that meaning?
Always wishing to be alone
But hoping to have warmth, a hug, a kiss, a meaning...

… o morir en el intento

Querer vivir sin amar

Pretender amar sin vivir

Dedicas tan pocos instantes a reflexionar

Dedicas una eternidad a otros, de ti

A la vida das sentido con tareas irrelevantes

Esa vida que has vivido, la que de esperanzas llenaste

Sueños olvidados, anexados al folder de la infancia

Historias pueriles las llamas, cosas de niños, sin importancia

¿Es esta la vida que quisiste?

¿Es este el futuro que soñaste?

Una eternidad agendada en un calendario

¿Es para esto que tanto te esforzaste?

Para ellos, justificas con entonado acento

Mi madre, mi perro, mi hermano, mi abuela

Justificaciones te sobran con tus argumentos

¿Ya pensaste en lo más importante, en lo que antecede a cada uno de ellos?

Vuelve a ese infante, recupera ese aliento

Sueña eternamente, sueña por un momento

Atrapa la vida, que se escapa con cada aliento

Vive en la eternidad, vive cada momento

Feel...

Allow yourself to feel
Embrace the love to give
Endure the loneliness of departure
Accept the cruelness we live

Nothing wants to be done
Tasks are meaningless without feel
Even those that we hold dear
Are disturbing nuisances if I don't want to live

I shut my eyes, expecting will
A driving impulse, a motive to believe
There are no rushes, there are not needed
Death will come to us, no matter how we live

The cold embrace of death is what I will
The chocking calm, the absence of feels
No more motion of this rushing feet
Let me go to rest, let me go to sleep

A full world of people, connected without need
Sharing pictures of breakfast, expecting to get a caring feed
I've never felt so lonely, it has never felt so real
Embrace the pain of life, love the hate of living