Maybe we were meant for each other
We were the ideal match
Perfect complement, just the right amount of crazy
Crazy is the timing for this encounter
Crazy that there is no ideal time
Maybe we met at the end of an era
Or the beginning of another
We were ideal, but in different times for each of us
A life guided by reason
Always checking my back
In every corner expecting a treason
Ignoring the gut, the feel before the stab
Learning every year to trust myself and no more
Every time is the same
We start with a smile and everything goes well
Joy feels every pace place of my life
But in the end everything gets darker, closer to an end
I open my heart once again
Opening...
Fuck, I hate when I'm right and it makes no reasonable sense at all...
Watching at my soul, whatever that is
I reflect upon my life, my actions, my beliefs
I reflect about being alone
Keeping to myself, closing everything in
Starting to think about the importance of my existence
What difference does it make
To be alive, to be dead?
To be alone, with some, everywere?
The chances are
That life is nothing but an anomaly
That the rule of the universe is nothingness, explosions of energy, revolution of everything
Life is an anomaly, something odd, never meant to exist
An instant in universe's time
A moment never meant to be perceived
We're nothing, but a mere second
A rumor in the wind, a grain of sand on a beach
It doesn't matter who dies or what it means
Never mind our lives, we were never meant to be
Good bye world, universe, anything you think that means
Let's get lost, go away, away from everything, away from me
Uncertain life we drive
Full of sadness, full of wrath
We preach of happiness, of eternal love
We pretend to be better, the future is worst
Should I pass trough tho life quiet?
Is there anything more out there?
Eternal darkness is what comes
Sublime destruction what we deserve
The world is full of life and joy
This void gets bigger, the only thing that grows
Or nature dictates the behavior
Our mind makes it happen
We desire company, warmth and joy
We obtain hate, sadness, war... DESTROY
Its it worth to make the effort?
To walk those steps, to betray the ego?
To fulfill a life, to obtain what they want?
We should say goodbye, and fade forever
Pay close attention to your senses
They have evolved for longer than your reason
Stay alert in this season
Trust no one, but your primal reason
Life is long, but no longer than this prison
This prison called earth, the eternal circle we envision
It hurts to trust, with our without reason
Never expecting to break down, hurting for every treason
Easier was before, when innocence was my song
I believed I was tough, that only I could deceive and treason
Now, with years and feelings evolved
I have realized it hurts more
That time only gives pain and reason
It's impossible to rejoice on simple matters
Not anymore, not after a life thinking
Take my advice and don't go further
Close your thoughts, never search your feelings
My bitter self again
A senseless life ahead
I quit to be myself
The world is not prepared
For this self, myself, ever again
I lay speechless here
Waiting for the sleep to take me
To lose myself into oblivion
To find myself in the darkness
No matter the senses
Words are nothing
We want what we can't have
I have what's been left behind
Knowing truth gives only sadness
Ignorance only gives apparent struggle
We advance to be better
We advance and we know that nothing we have
