Keep running, stay in fear

What's love, but another feeling
An expression for desire, a beautiful name for lust
The name for absence, the word for everything we wish.
Do you really feel love? Do we wish to give without receiving?

You always want something in return, this capitalist world demands it
You should love me the same way I do, with the same strength you should do
You must demand my absolute devotion to you, you must fear every move I take away from you

Love me you must, or else
Fear me the most, it's what I say
Because as you lover I'll be the sweetest thing you'll ever know
But ... there's no but. Only hell awaits if you don't.

Welcome to this prison, my sweetest love
This prison of fear,chains and love
This golden prison, everyone wants to live
This burning bars, you will adore to the very end.

Everyone envyes you, so lucky you are
I wish for a lover, no matter what it does
I fear loneliness, because it's so sad
to be alone as a human, to hear myself, thinking out loud.

Run from that, fearful void
Filled with madness, filled with love
Those crazy voices that repeat out loud:
You only need to love yourself, and nothing else at all

That's impossible, you untruthful thing
Everyone wants love, everyone loves to fear
The real truth is fear, hate and deceive
The world it's right, to you I shouldn't hear!

At the end of the line the truth becomes clear
There's nothing at all, but a pitch black void of fear
As I depart this miserable world I say:
there's no fear in love, and love is all I can give.

You don't deserve madness...

And the time has come for us to part away
Always expecting to get something back
Never getting a real response going my way

An eternal run, so dense compelling
searching for something lost, but it's inside, always swelling
Do we really need another, a person, a being, a feeling?
Is it worth the effort to get someone, just to find out that love is not compelling?

Get a job, study, work, dress this way, talk another way... Keep showing an image, but hide the truth about yorself
Don't say that, keep quiet, other people like you to be warm, cozy, tender
It's wrong to show your true colors, they won't love you, they'll start hating
Being different is a sin, run away, don't show us something different

We are free, you're a stranger, you don't understand...
The only freedom is turning against yourself, accepting us, the group, the pack, reject
You're only human, you need us, stop running, embrace this place
Never run again from us, loneliness is bad, let's be one, stop being yourself

Keep waiting for that. I don't care about your world, just stay there...

Perfect

Holier than thou, you blissful cunt
Preaching your perfect life, pretending to be above
Just wanted a bucket of my load, all over the place, inside your decaying remains
Run coward, run to your throne
Where nothing happens, where your bliss takes you above

Rot away, run from yourselves...

And you dare to say that you are the one full of hate
that still have eternities to forgive
Filling your mouth with hardships and hate
You are the best of us, there's no match for you out there

And you dare to say that I will like your new self
that things are going to be different, again
ignoring my will and imposing yours, again
What's wrong with you? just go away

And you, who dared to question my loyalty, again
Claiming to be above everyone, that you are holier than us, pretend
It's easy to judge from  above, hate
Run you coward, full happiness is just a myth, away

And you, the redemptor wanting to save
full of wisdom and advise, full mouth of shit
my life is bliss and happiness around
Oh wait, I forgot, if it's to hard I'd prefer to run out

Stupid compassion, feeling the need to help
Ignoring own issues just to go and claim to be of help
rancid pretentions, I'm sorry for your loss, I'll help you with anything I can
Void words and sentences, you only care for your own selves

Rot, go away
Your false pretentions are false and plain
Feeling better by pretending being your better self?
Take your false claims, you selfish bitch, burn in hell

So full of yourself, ego, hate
everything is about you, the world revolving around your shit
leaving and changing surroundings won't mean a thing
you are still with you, you can run away from your hate

I am the worst of all of us, I'm the one who failed
I let all of you inside, I shared my life, again
revealing my own truth, showing my real self
The changes must be made now, revolution, shell, myself

intermedio

El desasosiego me invade
miles de ideas cruzando el eterno vacío de una mente en conflicto
una mente perturbada
una mente acongojada
una mente desconsolada y decepcionada
apasionada y ultrajada

un instante que se alarga sin cesar
un momento que se extiende sin final
exasperación, irá, incapaz de estar fuera de mi y siendo completamente yo
el peso de una cáscara que contiene y reprime, de un mundo que oprime y exige que reveles

Quiero ser eterno, anhelo ser un solo momento
una vida de llanto, una eternidad de lamento
disfrutar cada eterno instante, cada breve momento
¿por qué sigues  dedicando tu vida a ese insulso esperpento (momento) ?

Termina el exaltamiento, se acerca su final
adios negro café, espero no verte mas

Fading

A dark night, an eternal slumber
The stillness of life, the absence of meaning
Just one thing is enough to drive away all meaning
Many things are required to keep this heart beating

Cash, jewels, cars, accounts, clothes, properties
We are full of stuff trying to mold love,
Happiness, life, feelings
Surrounded by empty stuff, wishing to find meaning

Why do I feel so lonely?
Why do I search that meaning?
Always wishing to be alone
But hoping to have warmth, a hug, a kiss, a meaning...

… o morir en el intento

Querer vivir sin amar

Pretender amar sin vivir

Dedicas tan pocos instantes a reflexionar

Dedicas una eternidad a otros, de ti

A la vida das sentido con tareas irrelevantes

Esa vida que has vivido, la que de esperanzas llenaste

Sueños olvidados, anexados al folder de la infancia

Historias pueriles las llamas, cosas de niños, sin importancia

¿Es esta la vida que quisiste?

¿Es este el futuro que soñaste?

Una eternidad agendada en un calendario

¿Es para esto que tanto te esforzaste?

Para ellos, justificas con entonado acento

Mi madre, mi perro, mi hermano, mi abuela

Justificaciones te sobran con tus argumentos

¿Ya pensaste en lo más importante, en lo que antecede a cada uno de ellos?

Vuelve a ese infante, recupera ese aliento

Sueña eternamente, sueña por un momento

Atrapa la vida, que se escapa con cada aliento

Vive en la eternidad, vive cada momento