Cheesy :3

Contaré cada uno de los momentos
viviré cada instante como el último
esperaré con ansias el reencuentro
saborearé hasta ese momento este último beso tuyo

Disfrutaré tu aroma lo que resta del día
ansiaré tu piel sobre la mía
esperaré diligente tu llegada
eterna será mi espera por tu compañía

Mil y un sentimientos se arremolinan en mi mente
sensaciones nuevas, familiares y desconocidas
como una locura muchos lo definirían
pero es algo mucho mas profundo lo que me llena de alegría

Te esperaré atento hasta el final del día
sea un día de mil años, sea una eternidad sin tu compañía
las ansias me llenan junto con la expectativa
de saberte conmigo, de nuevo y con tu alegría

Grasp it!

The thrill, the emotion!
the adrenaline rush going through my body!
all my body is expecting
all my body is electric

I look into you eyes
I get lost in them, lost in their dept
so sweet it's to look into them
I see something I had lost there

These feelings, these emotions
were part of my past, long gone, forgotten
I do know what's happening
It's unbelivable, I won't let it escape

Carpe diem girl, that's what I say
grasp every oportunity we have
life is short and full of joy
grasp it now, don't let it go

Good bye

I'm all by myself
You have nothing to do here
I enjoy being alone, left to be with my thoughts
Wanna get something from me?

The days when you used to ask and receive are gone
I'm not that stupid, I' not that dumb
The illnness called love is now gone
You have room here no more

Get lost, get away from me!
Your life is irrelevant, your presence is annoying to me
You left me nothing good that I can recall
You left my wallet empty, you left my heart cold and numb

The price is high, I know that
but I don't care about it, as long as I get calm
My life is getting better, my life is becoming happier
I have a lot of people to thank for it, you're not one

Good bye, I say, and best of lucks
I hope you enjoy your life, I'm enjoying mine
Go away, and be happy, I wish you
next time we see each other, better be with a clean sheet.

Get out!

Freedom is there for the taking
a life without restrains
a life of my own, free to do and undo
I want to go away, have it all!

Pleasures come and go
everything is great, old and new
I don't care about tomorrow
no yesterday to look at all

I have no moment of silence
no time to think, to ask, to undo
this life is moving fast, moving along
I don't know who you are anymore

I still recognize myself, it's clear, tis my old self
but not everything is as old or the same
Something's amiss, something's away
The gaps is small, but it is still there.

Play

Here I am
standing alone in the croud
hoping to find something to do
going crazy about he mood

An old sensation is coming back to me
a feeling from ages, when I was young and naive
A desire of freedom, of destruction
of standing my ground, to be my own self

Nothing makes sense, but it feels right
We are all alone, together here
We try to be different
end up being ourselves

Everything seems to be different, still the same
things are moving, even when I know that are still
explosions of light, color
infinite spiral that gives birth to itself

What am I seeing?
have I been trapped in a dream ,and now I'm waking?
Am I walking near the door that borders with reality
have I been sleeping for ages?

I feel the life escaping with every breath
I'm growing old, the life going away
This was supposed to make me old
but it makes me young, makes me wanna play

Odd

Why are you here?
I know you, I know this place
It is also me, but not the right me
Everything is out of place.

I have seen you, but not in this room
I have been here, but not in this body
I am this body, but it doesn't belong here

Wait! Stop! maybe it isn't us!
maybe It's just one of us
But I know you, and you know me
something else is off

Maybe It's something in the room
this bed doesn't belong 
but the blanket does
the curtain does
What the fuck is off?

Why are you laying naked over me?
why are you covered with that blanket?
why are we here? We don't belong here!
Here is what's off!

RAGE

I see your face
filled with lust
filled with desire
A void opening
waiting, expecting, sucking everything

You are demanding
your eyes shout what your mouth shuts
you scream silent words
screaming them inside you
They don't want to come out
your eyes demand everything in

The time is getting closer
I cannot stand that look anymore
I feel anger, I want to let it out
You love my anger, you play with it
your eyes are changing, now they aren't demanding

Beg! beg!

Your eyes have changed
They aren't filled with anger anymore
your eyes still show desire
still show lust
but now are thirsty

I see your face, it's familiar and strange
filled with lust, desire and rage
covered with my lust
my desire
my rage

True love

Slowly, but certainly sure
my feelings for you are changing.
The love that used to be there is no more,
the kindness I used to sense from you is completly gone
Your last words, saying that you meant no harm for me
have no meaning now.

Definitely, I see no love from you
no sympathy or anything close
You were true when you told me
that you get over "things" very fast

My feelings are changing
the resentfull, old self is coming back
I'm starting to care less about you
I'm caring less about everything

There's only one meaningfull thing
one only thing that matters
The only person that should matter
The only person that deserves my love

Everyday I see that person
everyday I love it
everyday I'll try to be happy
Everyday is for myself

Thanks

I had my doubts
I really believed that I had made a mistake
That this turmoil inside me was a manifestation,
a sign that my previous doings were wrong.

But no
You brought me back to real life
you told me the truth to my face
very politetly, but still a truth

A very hard truth
The very slap to my face that was needed
the push that my pride needed.

Thanks now I can move on

It isn't you that I miss, It's us.

I keep going on with my life. I still do the same things I used to do everyday. I still goto work, to the gym, to train, running. My life hasn't changed that much. My family is the same, my bog is the same, anime, manga and all of that are still the same...

I used to spend with you only a few hours a week, but now that we are apart, I feel like something is missing. I feel a hole, a gap, something amiss. I'm trying very hard to ignore it, to give it some time to close itself, to get used to a life without you, to let it fill with something else.

I wish I didn't have to say what I said. i wish that you would have disagreed with me. I wanted it to be a solution, a way, something to do.

I write this because I have no one to speak to about this stuff. You were the person to whom I usually opened. I write this here, because I want someone to know, but I also know that no one ever comes this way.

Everyday is a little bit less painfull, but it is another day, a new day...

emptyness

Life has a new meaning
Something shaked my head and made me think about my life
My lonely life, my empty life
Is It really empty? Is It really lonely?

What makes a life full?
Family?
children?
A job?
A girlfriend?
A boyfriend?
A wife?
A husband?

Nothing at all!
No life is full..

again...

I have no shoulder to cry
No ear to wisper my sadness
no arms to hug me and confort me
no eyes to look at me with kindness


You were all of these things to me
you were my joy, my happiness
anyway, we had to let go
it was better that way


I feel lonely
alone in the dark
the memories of the past haunt me
I hope this feeling fades away soon...