It isn't you that I miss, It's us.

I keep going on with my life. I still do the same things I used to do everyday. I still goto work, to the gym, to train, running. My life hasn't changed that much. My family is the same, my bog is the same, anime, manga and all of that are still the same...

I used to spend with you only a few hours a week, but now that we are apart, I feel like something is missing. I feel a hole, a gap, something amiss. I'm trying very hard to ignore it, to give it some time to close itself, to get used to a life without you, to let it fill with something else.

I wish I didn't have to say what I said. i wish that you would have disagreed with me. I wanted it to be a solution, a way, something to do.

I write this because I have no one to speak to about this stuff. You were the person to whom I usually opened. I write this here, because I want someone to know, but I also know that no one ever comes this way.

Everyday is a little bit less painfull, but it is another day, a new day...