Carta #10: Breaking Dawn, break me all (Part II)

Breaker (breaking too)

what use can I give to flowers over a rotting body?
crying a river over the love you shot
uttering words without looking me in the eyes
rest assured darling, your future is in an oblong box

The lines of this history, I saw, wrote before
karma comes and teaches me love, hate, hurt
I asked you about your visit, your reason to come
impossible to speak it, to see me, it hurts

Since then I knew, fear got you all along
I know you little one, I've been there before
the signs of fear, of you, of loving even more
it freezes, it stops, it incites you to jump

Back to your seat, the comfortable one
your life is settled, why change it at all?
searching all your life, feel tired now love?
found something better, so good it scares y'all

Good bye darling, thanks for all
for remembering me that I still feel all
love, anger, hate, sadness, patience, hurt
I'm feeling, I'm alive, I'm gonna do better, gonna eat it all