No letter today, fuck y'all

Can't stay awake in this world of lies
she still lies in the floor, pretending to be dead
it still moves, convulsing, defying
it only cares for her pleasure, her insides

it's hard to live with a throat full of pride
pretending to be almighty, miss know-it-all
its hard to fill a mouth full of lies
but easily fits the shape of my ... ties

still underestimating my feelings?
thinking I'm ridiculous for wanting to cry?
I don't care, it's my fucking life
why do you pretend to care, when I'm only a fat cock to fit inside?

I'm a stupid
I just want to fall in love
I'm addicted to love, to hugs, to cuddling...
I want somebody to care for, that cares for me...

I want  to cry, to feel, to scream
it's hard to pretend, to be strong
to stand tall, proud, powerful
there's no rest for me anymore...

what do you know about a man's pride?
do you take me only for a cum provider, a bulging cock?
shut up, don't talk, don't fell, just fuck
ram, buff, breathe, sweat, cum

Gorgeous cumdump, that's what you are
glorified pussy, same as all
you think yours is the best of all?
nothing is about you, you're the same to me, all